Show must go on

Life is what we make it.. because its completely our attitude which makes life Either easy or Difficult...


Every now and then Life throws challenges on me with such a great pressure that I feel like drowning, my tears rolled down, 1000 questions strikes that WHY ALWAYS ME?, many nights go sleepless looking at the consequences and reasons... and even i start questioning my own ability and credibility,, but when i look at the support which my mom endures on me... I realise,d I MUST BE SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO GOD THAT HE BESTOWED ME WITH SUCH A GENEROUS N HIGHLY DIGNIFIED MOTHER who knows how to treat me in my adversities and shape me for the day when I will be able to deliver something incredible to her and to this earth.. she let me look into the history that all those who became winners were never headed by an easy life.. and make me believe that whatever is being happening is good,, although I m not destined for that.. bcz wenevr something happens to us which we dont actually deserve den it has some specific reason behind that and to bring out an inborn manager from us to manage unanticipated outcomes of life. 


Right now what's incredible for me is this BELIEF that i vl come out of it soon... n whatever is being happening is not still as bad as it looks,, time has to pass.. it wil not remain constant forever as its life and show must go on...

Being nostalgic

Its an extra ordinary day for me... (14th feb)
I did not mean by that "extraordinary"( spcl or better den other days) but here it means ordinary in extra (excessively ordinary). I feel strange wen all d gals on d hostel floor wish each other a cheerful valentine's n, get phone calls, roses n gifts frm their lovers n discuss merrily their experience of being in love... I feel it so very irrelevent to me.. like I am an odd one out bt neways I have also decided this tym that...
I want mom to b my valentine cz she constanly loves me from even before my birth wid all my incapabilities, my insufficiency and inefficiency.. actually she lovea what I m,, regardless of any expectation of improvemnt in me..
now when am residing away from her I realise every now n then that what I left behind.. n miss her like anything... jz wanna say,, hugging her tight n letting all the pain flow in once.. I LOVE YOU MAA and it really feels great when people says that you are shadow of your mother...

No one is perfect

I dont know where it will lead you..
I dont know how it will treat you..
bcz its life my dear,, at any point of time
it may cheat you..



In the all wise ways and happy sunny days,,
it may crush you or perhaps it defeat you..


option is always yours that how will u react..
how will you stand and walk,, knowing all the fact..

there may come many offer,, many may reject..
but my love,,keep in mind that no one is perfect..


set your mind and look forward as nothing at the back..
once you will reach the destination,, you will be the jack..